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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 6, 2009 4:34:39 GMT -5
"Well Mr. Durkes I don't think you will be able to get in my bed. Actually I don't think any guy will get in my bed. That's like my safe spot," she leaned her elbows up against the table and placed her head in her palms like she was earlier. She studied him as she talked.
She thought he had been okay with the boyfriend thing but the question at the end made her doubt that. "Yes a week or two. Is that a problem with you? I bet you're thinking a lot of different things too," she groaned. Nicole was used to things like this happening but it didn't really bother her anymore. In the begining it used to and now she had just gotten used to her. But she felt like Julian was judging her and that wasn't something she liked.
"I would love to ditch this but I can't. I'm on the risk of expullsion and Robert and Margret would not be pleased to here that they need to convince the school to let me stay yet again. However maybe I'll let you hang out with me after this," she smirked as he told her she was the shit. Ah she felt as she was already getting Julian wrapped around her finger. Just the pure thought of that made her giggle.
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 6, 2009 4:44:04 GMT -5
"Ah, don't underestimate me, Ms. Anderson." He told her, mocking her about the bed statement. "And you can't tell me you've never had a guy in your bed.." He muttered.
"No, I'm not thinking anything.. It's cool. You do what you do- if they can't keep their girl- that's their own fault. You have your own life- they don't have to understand." He lied trying to make her feel better about the way he said 'a week or two?' "Just asking, but- did you even give any of them a chance?"
Julian rolled his eyes at her expullsion remark. His mom had already been to the office many many times this year- he understood. "Yeah, I know.. I can't really ditch, either. Just seeing what you'd say." He said smiling. "And /let/ me hang out with you? Really?"
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 6, 2009 4:51:58 GMT -5
She smirked. "Yes really I'd let you hang out with me," A yawn passed from her lips. Her hands ran through the tangled bangs and she winced as she accidently ripped out a few pieces of hair.
"I can tell you I've never had any guy in my bed. And trust me Mr. Durkes there isn't a chance of you getting in my bed. Did I ever give any of them a chance? Well I never thought about that until now," she paused to actually think about that. Her mind raced through multiple names and incidents with them. "Yes and no. You get one chance and if you blow it then well your loss. You fucked up," she chuckled.
Nicole actually felt pretty cruel explaining this to the boy. And she was suprised she hadn't sent him running for his life. Cruel and conceited weren't the best traits that most people wanted, Nicole seemed to embrace the two.
She went back to the boyfriend subject. "You know I'd like you better if you didn't lie. So you might as well tell me what you're thinking. I doubt it will be something I haven't heard before," she smirked. "But in case you don't want to. How about I make this worth your time. If you be honest and tell me what your think and it's something I haven't heard well maybe I'll give you something."
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 6, 2009 5:02:25 GMT -5
He smiled at her as she said she'd let him hang out with her. "That was sarcasm." He told her, afterwards. "But yeah, I would like to hang out with you.." He noticed her wince and shook his head at her. "There's this thing- I don't know if you've heard about it.. A brush? You know what I'm talking about?" He said, teasing her.
"So you /do/ like me. And how do you know I'm lying?" He questioned her. "And before I say anything too mean- What will you give me?"
He wasn't surprised that she never asked about a girlfriend. She didn't seem that interested in him- usually girls would be all over him.. Maybe not at Saturday school, but still. If the oppurtunity arose- most girls would take it. Nicole was kind've different. She was kind've a bitch. But in a good way.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 6, 2009 5:20:25 GMT -5
"There is this thing called Saturday school. There's also this thing called a hangover. And a brush plus the other two don't seem to work out," she said just as sarcastically as he had said to her. Julian suprised her with the comments he made to her, most guys wouldn't have said half the stuff he had say to her.
Nicole shook her head. "Ah see it doesn't work like that. You tell me first and then you get whatever I decided you deserve," she smirked liking the way this conversation was going. She thought about asking him if he had a girlfriend but the answer seemed obvious.
Most guys who had a girlfriend wouldn't be acting like this around her. Nicole was pretty sure it was bothering him that she hadn't asked yet. And she'd let it keep on bothering him. It was more fun to watch him squirm
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 6, 2009 5:27:56 GMT -5
"Hah." He made the pretend laughing noise, sarcastically at her 'there's this thing' statement. "Well.. If you'd let me in your bed- I'd brush your hair for you in the morning." He muttered to her. He found out that he liked testing this girl. He wanted to see how far she'd let him go with all this dirty talk.
He sat staring at her for a moment, holding her gaze as he thought of what to say. "I think you just don't want to stop partying. You have problems- that's how you deal with them. And these boys you've been dating weren't real enough to help you out with your problems.. So, they pretty much canceled them out." He said, guessing. "Oh- and you're a commitment-phobe." He waited as she told him if she'd heard it before.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 6, 2009 5:32:00 GMT -5
"You're not going to let up this whole getting in my bed. How about I let you sleep there and I'll sleep in the guest room and in the morning you can brush my hair?" she chuckled. Nicole felt as if he was pushing her and she was going to stop that feeling as soon as possible.
His words stung her and she was quite suprised with them, most of it she had heard but the way he put it was different. She sat there trying to decided if she was going to give him anything for that. She shook her head still thinking. Her hands brushed through her hair though with more ease then before.
"Tell me how did you figure this all out in the hour we have been talking," was all she finally was able to say
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 6, 2009 5:36:24 GMT -5
"Alright. As long as you tell people I was the first guy to get in your bed." He said smiling at her.
He sat there, still staring at her. He was about to let her in.. Just a little. "Well.. It's kind've my own problem, too. I use partying to get rid of feelings. And thoughts. And all the girls I've ever been with just say I'm stupid or a loser.. They don't know what goes on up here-" He said pointing to his head. "You know what I mean?"
"So.. Do I deserve anything?" He asked her lightly, raising his eyebrows with a smirk.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 6, 2009 15:43:13 GMT -5
Nicole shook her head. In a way she understood what he was saying but in most ways in didn't or didn't want to. Yes she was in denial. She couldn't believe that this boy had pin-pointed everything about her in a matter of seconds. "I suppose I know what you mean," she lied looking away. Nicole hoped that he wouldn't be able to tell he was lying, it would be another thing she didn't feel like having to explain.
"I will make it very clear that you were the first guy to sleep in my bed /alone/ alright," she chuckled looking at him. She was trying to figure out what he was thinking but she couldn't quite figure it out.
"Nope I don't think you get anything," she smirked.
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 7, 2009 0:04:12 GMT -5
Julian held her gaze, "You know, I'd like you a lot better if you didn't lie." He said, throwing what she had told him in her face. One class of pshycology and Julian thought he could read people like books. He could've been wrong, but he also was under the impression that he wasn't wrong.. Often.
"Ah, that's alright." He replied about the no- gift. "You've heard it all before, right?" He asked, raising his eyebrows. "Now- What do you do? Besides drink and obviously take other people's pills?"
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 0:30:55 GMT -5
She was quite pissed that he had thrown that back in her face and she angrily looked away for a moment but she couldn't stand to look away for too long and soon she brought her gaze back to his. Julian challenged her in a way that she couldn't back down from. He acted like he was the shit and knew everything, that ego of his still there and she still wanted to tear it apart.
She bit on her bottom lip, it was obvious that she was still angry with what he had said. Harder she bit down on it and then she felt the taste of blood in her mouth. Using her fingers she wiped it away and then wiped the blood onto her jeans. Like him she too raised her eyebrows, "You don't act like it's alright. And yea I've heard it all."
She wasn't sure why he wanted to know what else he did. Nicole finally decided it was just another conversation starter. "Many many things. How about you share with me first," she smirked.
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 7, 2009 0:45:58 GMT -5
Julian watched her look away from him. He knew he'd pissed her off, now. And for some reason- he felt better about him getting mad, earlier. He looked away, pretending he didn't just see her break the skin on her lip. It made him feel slightly uncomfortable. Like, shit.. This girl's got problems. But not really.
Julian thought for a moment before answering her question. He looked around while he talked, the uncomfort really started getting to him. "Well.. I smoke, I drink, I pop pills, pretty much anything that will mess me up.. I have boundaries, though. I won't do ANY drug." He told her. "Now, what about you?"
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 0:57:59 GMT -5
She nodded her head as he told her what drugs she did, though she was slightly dissapointed she expect more from him. No actually she wished he would've said more then she wouldn't look so bad sitting by him. "Let's see," she held up her hands and counted them out. "I drink, I smoke both weed and cigarettes, cocaine is pretty nice, obviously I take pain killers, and I think that's all though there is a chance I'm forgetting a few" she said dropping her hands with a shrug.
She couldn't wait to hear his latest thoughts on her new confession. Though it bothered her he could read her so well she wished she hadn't told him that. Nicole groaned she hated this lose-lose situation she often found herself in when she had actual conversations with people. What was so wrong with her?
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 7, 2009 1:05:21 GMT -5
He smiled more and more the longer her list went. "Ah, I've been down the cocaine road. It was just a phase for me. Don't dig it, anymore, though." He stated to her. He was not at all judging her about drugs. He'd done his fair share, he just kept it to the basics, nowadays.
"So, you wanna smoke a doobie with me after this?" He asked, looking at her, again, finally. "What time is it?" He asked, looking for the clock in the room.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 1:11:23 GMT -5
She pointed to the clock. "Looks like we got an hour left. And I guess I wouldn't mind a few hits. But just a few," she laid her head on the table. She was still upset with herself for forgetting to get a caffine source on her way here.
"Have you ever done Exactasy or Lsd," she asked him with a small laugh. Her mind had a few blurred flashbacks and her laugh increased a bit. For some reason she doubted that he had. He didn't seem like the type of guy who had. But she was curious to see if he had.
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