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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 3:48:05 GMT -5
She waved her hand at him "It's fine. I didn't mean to throw a fit. You've just frustrated me, though it's okay and I'll be alright in a couple of minutes," she said. She was actually very suprsied that he had appologized and she smiled at that. Nicole made a small face before sticking her pierced tongue at him.
Nicole didn't want there to be anything awkard between them since they were having a pretty entertaing and intresting conversation between the two. And she was starting to like him well that was until he had pissed her off enough.
"So anyways," she attempted to change the subject but nothing really came to mind. She drummed her fingers along the table. Her little fit had caused the awkwardness that she hated.
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 7, 2009 3:55:28 GMT -5
He smiled a half smile as she smiled at him. He knew he had upset her and he felt bad about it. Which wasn't a usual feeling for him. Usually, girls would cry and he would roll his eyes.
Julian felt the awkward air in between them. He'd felt uncomfortable and awkward for a while, now, but it had just gotten worse within a few minutes. He pushed his lips out and began looking around the room. His shoes, books on the shelves, pretty much anything but Nicole. He even made a glance or two at the teacher, surely sleeping behind her propped up newspaper.
"Well.. You're gunna have to think of something to talk about. Everything I want to say is dirty.." He muttered with no smile. He didn't smile because he wasn't kidding. This girl had his mind in the gutter, now. "What are your grades lookin' like?" He asked, putting his arms up, shrugging. He knew it wasn't a great topic, but he was trying.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 4:17:40 GMT -5
Grades were one of the last things that she wanted to talk about. She actually had pretty decent grades and many had accused her of cheating but no she didn't. The brain she had left was actually pretty intelligent. "No grade talk. How about you tell me those dirty thoughts. And why you have dirty thoughts on your mind?" she smirked.
Nicole seemed to be back to her usual self like she had been earlier. She was going to take the punches with the ones she threw. It only seemed fair. "I didn't mean to have that little outburst," she muttered in her own way it was her way of appologizing to the boy. It was actually the closet thing he was going to get out of her.
The awkard silence was her fault and she was determined to push that behind the two. At least for the next hour they were stuck in here together.
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 7, 2009 4:23:26 GMT -5
Julian shook his head and smiled slightly. "Na, I'm not going to talk to you like that, anymore. It's rude." He told her. He stared at her, trying to think of a new subject, but the same thing came to his mind. He smiled, "Alright- just one more- Let's get back to that part when you were said you'd be the first to complain."
"It's alright.. I should've expected it. Actually, I thought you'd do that a lot earlier.." He admitted. Normally, he'd have girls in the sheets by now, but he wasn't wanting to do that to Nicole. She was different, like I said.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 4:30:01 GMT -5
"And why would you expect that and think I would've done it earlier?" she questioned. She knew he couldn't resist to bring something dirty back up and she was quite happy that he brought that up. For him to do that it meant something there had some impact on him.
Nicole chuckled. "You upset that I said that. I bet that I'm the first girl that's ever told you that to," she raised her eyebrows suspecting that she was right. Julian was different then most guys she had met. Beside the dirty comments that was.
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 7, 2009 4:36:09 GMT -5
Julian looked surprised. "Because- look how I've been talking to you! Most girls would've already told me I was a jerk and walked away by now." He said- his face serious. "I mean, I don't just walk up to people and start talking dirty- there's just something about you. Like- I need to say dirty things to you. Is what my mind is telling me." He said and laughed.
"And that's not what I meant- I mean what I said after you said that.. In order for you to complain- we'd have to do it.. So.. You'd give me a chance with you? Or what?" He asked, smirking. "I mean, you don't have to answer that if it makes you uncomfortable. I've just been wondering." He said, trying to make it sound like he didn't want to know that bad.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 4:50:03 GMT -5
"Sweetie you know nothing makes me uncomfortable right? I hang out with all guys I tell them which girls are hot and if they should hit it or not. Please you can't think this makes me uncomfortable," she chuckled. Nicole was pretty sure that he wanted to know more then he actually let on.
With a shrug, "You never know. Maybe though it wouldn't be in my bed. No guy gets in my bed," she laughed again though not as hard as earlier. She tilted her head to the side as if she as confused. "And why is your mind telling you to say dirty things to me Mr. Durkes," she leaned across the table so she was closer to him.
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 7, 2009 4:59:16 GMT -5
"Ah, man.." He said, letting his head drop in his hands. "Okay- I don't want to just.. do that, you know. I meant like are you gunna give me a shot? Like.. Agh, nevermind." He said, waving it off. He didn't want to sound weird.
Julian smiled slightly and thought of a good explanation for his mind's dirty thoughts. "Well.. The best thing I can think of- is that I'm a man. So.. Yeah, pretty much that's probably why. But- you.." He stopped himself, again.
He felt like he might be putting too much of himself out there. He wanted her to talk to him, now. He thought he'd done enough talking. Dirty or not. She'd already blown up on him, once. He didn't want it to happen, again.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 5:04:07 GMT -5
"But what about me," she whispered since she was close enough to do so. Nicole was liking the way their conversation was going now. It made her laugh inside.
She ran her fingers down his jaw bone with a warm smile. Her hands left his face and she placed on in his hair, slowing running to back in forth. With a laugh she pulled back and seated herself upright in her chair once more.
"You ramble when you're nervous it seems," she smirked
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 7, 2009 5:16:43 GMT -5
Julian stared, motionless as she touched his face. His eyebrows went up, slightly and he knew his mouth was open a little. He didn't expect this from her.
She sat back and stated the obvious. "Um.. Don't.. Do that anymore." He told her with a serious tone. He didn't like teases. And he was pretty sure that's what she just did to him. He sat there, silent and still, thinking of what had just happened.
"Well." He said, slowly. "That was very unexpected of you. But what I was saying before- that is a perfect example of why I want to say dirty things to you. Perfect example." He stated and folded his hands together on the table as he looked at them. He looked quite proper at this moment. Kind've silly, actually.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 7, 2009 14:07:53 GMT -5
Nicole rolled her eyes. "Being predictable is boring. Now being unexpectable is pretty damn great. Why would you want people to know what you're going to do before you even do it? Why not keep them guessing and wanting more," she said flatly. She was trying not to laugh at his reaction. She had done that for her own personal fun then for his personal satisfication.
She raised her hands to cover her laugh as he sat like that. When she was finally able to control herself she slowly moved her hands and placed them on the table. Copying him. "You still never told me what about me. You said but you and then you stopped. So spill." She hoped that this wouldn't cause another outburst. However she doubted that she'd throw to fits in one day with the same person.
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 8, 2009 14:41:15 GMT -5
He dropped his hands to his legs after seeing her mock him. He felt silly, now that he saw it. He didn't really notice it until she did it, too. "That's true.." He said about her unpredictableness. He didn't know what more to say about it. He didn't want to admit to her that she kept him guessing.. Or left him wanting more.
"Alright.." He said as he began. "About you- you're a pretty confusing girl, to tell the truth.. You ask me to sit down, but then you yell at me, you encourage me to talk like that to you, but then you tell me you don't like it.. I don't know what you want." He explained to her. He looked away, now. He didn't like to talk about things like this, "But, I guess you're pretty cool. I don't know many girls like you."
He waited and then tried for another subject change. He didn't want to get shot down- which is what he thought she would do. "So, how are you feeling?" He asked her, remember the hangover.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 10, 2009 23:49:57 GMT -5
Nicole held up here hands ans shruged. "I've heard it a lot. But I can't tell you what I want from others if I don't even know what I want from myself. And I told you earlier I'm the shit." In many ways it made since to her, she wasn't sure if her explanation made sense to others but she actually didn't care less. Either you understood her or you didn't there was no inbetween. Most picked the side of not understanding.
She smirked realizing he wanted to change the subject. "I'm actually pretty good," she mumbled. She wasn't as great as she sounded but she felt better then when she walked in. "However I could go for a Monster or maybe a Red Bull." Nicole realized in return she should ask him how he was feeling. It was only polite, right?
"And what about yourself love?"
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Post by Julian Tyler Durkes on Aug 11, 2009 0:45:09 GMT -5
Julian watched her shrug. He smiled as she reminded him of how she was The shit. "How can you not know what you want from yourself?" He asked her. "I know what I want from myself- it's just a matter of doing it." He admitted. "I think you know what you want- you're just afraid of what'll happen."
"I'm guessing those pills helped you out, then?" He asked her. He made a face at her talk of energy drinks. "That's gross." He muttered. Julian couldn't stand energy drinks, coffee, or anything like that. He didn't need anymore energy than he already had. That's why he took a lot of downers.
"Yeah, I'm better." He told her. "Love? We just met- I'm not ready for this.." He said, joking around.
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Post by Nicole Marie Anderson on Aug 11, 2009 0:59:06 GMT -5
She smiled. "It's easy to not know what you want. It's kind of like when you can't figure out what you want for lunch. Or when you're buying clothes and you have to choose between two things. You can't always figure out what you want and you slowly learn to come to terms with that." She actually thought that Julian could be right, but she wasn't going to let him know that. No point in it actually even though admitting was the first step.
Nicole chuckled. "Yea they actually helped a lot. I'm pretty sure that why I don't feel as shitty as earlier." Her nose wrinkled up as she made a face when he said that was gross. She lived of energy suppliments such as coffee or energy drinks. Nicole couldn't image how anyone couldn't. "Buddy that is not gross. It's good for you," the last part was actually a complete lie. Energy drinks were not good for anyone.
"Is anyone actually ever ready for love when it hits them," she asked with a smirk. "Honey you wished I loved you then maybe I wouldn't be as mean."
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